I often struggle to explain to people why I do what I do and how I go about it. Recently I watched the film Finding Joe and came to realize that I was on my own hero's journey. And it all made complete sense. It all comes down to the fact that I chose to "follow my bliss". And every juncture and decision point in my life has led to this work that I do now.
If you asked me to stop doing it would be like asking me to stop breathing. Can't not do it.